Well this will be my first public entry in a while. Anyway, I told my sister I would promote her deviant account website on my livejournal....so just click below.


http://one-winged-cerberus.deviantart.com/

She created the icon I am using for someone on one of her forums she is on. Her deviantart page consists of wallpapers, drawings, and the like from her art classes and just free time practice. Alot of the images is fanart for our favorite anime..Naruto..Bleach..Blood +, Final Fanatsy and the jpop group AAA. I am challenging her in her free time to take a picture or two that I find her for her and she has to make an icon..wallpaper..header..signature..whatever. She just wants to play in photoshop and get better. If anyone who reads this wants one of the above feel free to comment with a picture. I am letting her have creative control, but if you something specific please feel free to leave that in the comments as well. It doesn't have to be limited to what is on her page now either.

Finally...it would be really appreciated if you comment on here or deviantart any suggestions..opinions...because she just wants to learn how to get better. Plus we are curious on how people are finding the page.

Thanks!!

Well I am alive....I should be doing homework but whatever...I will update with everything later. Life has been crazy...To tide y'all over here is a survey

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Well, I finished summer school (yay!), and had fun at jury duty (that was awesome!!), plus I got a new job (Thank God)!!! So that is why I have not updated or been on myspace in a while. Oh that and the fact that my computer was making random beeping noises--so I am currently on my parents computer. So that is why this will be a really short update. I will update the details later. I am working part-time downstairs in the credit office of sears. So I am still at Sears, but more steady hours and better pay. The hours will be the same everyweek, unless I request the day off.

I work
Mon, Wed---4:30-9
Tues, Thur---4:00-9
Sat--10-3

24 hours total every week guarnteed! No more wondering how much hours I will get each week! The best part is Gillian came with me downstairs!! So, I start Monday and this Friday is my last day upstairs. I start fall semester the same day I start the new job. Screenwriting, Mulit-source media (production class :) Math 119-stat class for liberal art, and history of motion picture (or known as Com 320 cause right off the top of my head I am not sure the name of the class is right).


I will update more details later with the jury duty, and everything else is going on. Plus confessions and HBP spoilers---that book was soooooooo awesome!!

Bouncing

You're a Slytherpuff!: This is a rare combination
but those that are true Slytherpuffs are not
people you want to make your enemy. You take
loyalty very seriously and if someone gives you
their word you expect them to keep it. You
either project a cold exterior and have a heart
of gold inside or you seem all cuddly and nice
on the outside and you are ruthless on the
inside. People frequently underestimate you but
this usually suits your purpose. Whoever has
your loyalty is a very lucky person because you
will fight tooth and nail to protect them. You
have a protective streak and you like to
champion the underdog. In life, experience has
taught you that it's better not to be too
idealistic or expect to much of other people.
Still, deep inside you, you still have hope
that everything will always turn out for the
best. Your weakness is that sometimes you trust
blindly, follow without question and this can
lead you into trouble. With the loyalty of a
Hufflepuff and the ruthlessness of a Slytherin
you are a formidable person!


Which Mix of the Hogwarts Houses are You?
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Don't look at my journal. well you can but it looks like crap. emmysdream rocks my socks and made a sweet paid layout with s2--and I actually understood how to do it! YAY!! However it had Lindsey Lohan--so i got her permission to modify it. And all of the headers i want to use i am having issues finding the right colors and getting it to match. Then i have to crop some pics to put in my loves and adores section, which i have to go to work really soon, so i have no time currently to do so. So ignore it, for the time being--i have lots to do to make it look pretty--but it will look pretty soon. (my project when i get home)

Ummm...so i promised an update a while ago so here is a small one.....

HARRY POTTER DAY IS ALMOST HERE!!! YAY!!! And of course that means I have something else that will distract me from my school work. Cool--not like i need another distraction--but hey it is harry potter so it shall be fun. i am already planning on reading the last chapter--so i can know who the half blood prince is. It is more fun reading it that way---read the end than start at the beginning. Hey what do you want from me--some of my fav movies are usual suspects and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind--i love those set-ups. Yes my movies, when i make up are going to make no sense and be completly out of order--cause i can and i rule!

Boys are dumb--especially ones who don't know how to use the phone. I know I shouldn't talk (because I myself is phone retarded--and apparently grammar retarded right now too), but when one of my bestests friends is hurting cause of a dumb dude--that's when i have to kick butt. Cornhusker.

Oh and stalking the mailman is fun. off to work before i am late and have to get yelled at again. i hope gillian is working today--i must thank her for getting my schedule and leaving it on my voicemail. yay for her--she rocks!

Well, i wasn't feeling well at all today, so I slept all day. Now I can't sleep when I should be sleeping. Curses. Well I ended up dropping my one class--but the other class the writing req--is filled in the fall--so i am still taking it. So the 2nd session begins. I go from 8am -9:40am--not bad except for the whole 8am part--blah--monday through friday. Well I will deal. The class is going to kill me--but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Sat. i saw Kinsey with Gillian---what a crazy, fucked up movie. I loved it. Haha. Jenn I think you would enjoy it--go check it out. Plus, I rarely ever see Gillian--and the jerk is going away this weekend and staying for another week--I believe this is South Carolina. Love ya G!! Monday I saw fireworks for the first time in years. That was fun and I got to see some awesome people from high school! I saw Anne, Maria, Katie W, Nina, Erika...all of their boyfriends who i didn't know. It was so fun. And I finally got to meet Fergie and his wife---Keighty works with Fergie--he is one of the drivers at Fed-ex> They kicked so much ass. i would go into detail--but i should get to bed---tommorrow is school and doing everything i was supposed to do today--plus we are going to watch paul's movie at keighty's with gillian and cake--and i guess erika, katie w, and whoever else will be there to.

I will leave ya with this fun quiz from sammytagel

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Well, I should be in class right now but I was running really late and I hate walking into class late--so I said screw it I am not going. Tommorrow is the final for both classes. Today is the review. So I waiting to meet up with Keighty. Anyway I got this survey from Erica on myspace. YAY for Erica--she is so cute.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GILLIAN (AKA G-MASTER/G-UNIT/G-DAWG/SEARS HOMIEEEE)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

Gillian you are getting old my friend--haha. You 20 year old. Well wait to your 21st, then it is all down hill from there! Just kidding :)

Anyway I was bored so I made a present that sucks. I suck at icon/graphics making.



Well at least I tried again. It was fun. Well if I don't see you today---I wish a very happy birthday. You rock so hardcore, and I am so glad to count you as one of my dearest friends.

By the way, anyone else want to wish her happy birthday. I think you should. Well comment here or her lj--let's be annoying!

Well I have so much to say, but I want to express my happiness that Gillian is coming back today!!!! YAY! I hope she had fun, now she is coming back to this nice heat we been having. Lucky her.

Speaking of heat, on Sunday I went to Columbus with Keighty to see our Jenn. That is always fun. I -9 her so hard. We watched Paul's movie. She LOVED it. We love stupid humor. The heat part came into play when we were driving down there. I should back this up a little---what was it Friday (?) keighty and I went to brunswick to see a pyschic (fortune teller). She wasn't at the place so..we were going to kim's house--keighty's sister--and we passed her street. WEll we got rearended, Pretty hard. hehe that sounds dirty....when we were just sitting there minding our own business ready to turn left. anyway keighty's car hasn't been driving well since. Apparently I am indestructable--so I wasn't hurt and Keighty's bad knee prob hit something--but we aren't dying--but taking her car 2 and half hours away=bad idea. So we took her mom's car--since keighty rather die than have me drive--and her mom's car has no air conditioning. well it has been in and around the 90's the past how many days. so yes we were hot. but the trip was fun. no cd player meant listening to toto, journey, and on the way back mc hammer. that was fun. Oh and Gavin is the cutest child EVER!!! So yay for Sunday.

I met Paul on Friday (this post is not following any particular order so bear with me) for about 4.5 seconds. What a dork--in a good way! Kim decides to call Papa John's--where he works and have him deliver a pizza to the house--and kim requested him. so we were teasing keighty. he was all like i have some pizza for an idiot---haha it was too funny. he seems really nice--so yay for keighty. his keyboard---haha. RETARDED LIKE A FOX. That movie rocks.

Sat was a bridal shower for my cousin. I was video girl. Go me. I told them I would edit that mess with the crappy programs on my parent's computer--but now I am aggravated because the programs suck. So this is going to suck--plus I didn't get a whole lot of good shots because of lack of space--and i suck as a camera operator. oh well--it is practice...that makes me happy...and i felt important...for once.

Well this is my last week of first session classes. I start the second session next tuesday. joy. i am trying so hard not to drop them. i prob will so i can save money and work. we will see.

ANYWAY--WELCOME HOME GILLIAN!!!! I missed you!

Hey guys what's up. I finally got my icon journal going. I am such a damn loser. Anyway, they are all my older stuff--I will make more soon. I am not done posting all of my old stuff up yet--so please either check it out of join! More coming. It is mysecreticons Anyway, most of it is stuff that you have a hard time finding at other journals--and they are my own interests. If anyone wants a particular topic, just comment here or in the community and I will try to come up with something that doesn't suck. If you have specific pictures that would be great too--although I will only make stuff that can be shared for right now. Thanks y'all.

KEIGHTY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND! KEIGHTY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND! KEIGHTY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND! KEIGHTY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND! KEIGHTY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND! KEIGHTY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND! Okay I am done annoying the crap out of her. I still have to meet him, but what she has been telling me--he is def a keeper. He sounds like such a sweetheart. And...he is a filmmaker. Talented, funny, and nice what a winning combination (plus he treats keighty well and respects her decisions--and he calls her fairly often). (And we both were losing hope in men--and he comes out of the woodwork) So yay!

Gillian is in Argentina with Ramirio. I hope she is having fun--this will be her second week down there. If you happen to read this Gillian--I miss you!!! I hope you are taking a ton of pictures and having a blast.

Ha--I was planning on writing this update--last Monday. I have just been falling apart. *kicks crappy job, school, and other headaches* But I can't tell you how happy I am for Gillian and Keighty right now!

Oh yeah--I am going to do a serious makeover of this journal really soon. I think I may stop the friends only and only make the really private entries friends viewing only. I put up brand new icons, but i found another sweet community brokenicon so I will prob redo all my icons again. I was in a kelly mood, now I am into a more Kidneythieves mood. Well off to class...

I need mental help, before I spaz out and die.

Found this from the lovely emmysdream

On May 1st, all icon makers and icon makers supporters will rise up against the abuse witness on icon-sharing/icon-stealing communities. Icon Makers are facing personal harassment by these icon communities for their creative intergrity are being threaten... support your beloved icon-makers and what they do on May 1st by filing an abuse report against these stealing communities!

X-posted this like wildfire! MAY 1st is D-DAY!*

*=saying that these icons are being stolen and they are copywritted won't get you no where since you do not own the copyright, but the first rule in the TOS rules of conduct for member is that no member shall post any material which may be found as offensive to others. Icon sharing communities are offensive to icon makers and those who support them (I sure as hell am offended when i see some user say "here is what I stole!!1!!1 and it has something I posted).therefore, using this legal language, icon makers may have a legal case :)

I don't like it when people force people to credit for their stuff--but I think you should anyway--without being told cause it is the right thing to do---making that shit is a lot harder than it looks. What I hate is those communities that people go out and save icons and are all like, "look at me I am a theif (they actually say that) and I don't care, I will post what I want, because I am only five years old anyway". They start those communities to start drama. Those and rating communities need to go. But that may just be me. Anyway I will post more later about the best concert I have ever been to, but I have so much shit to do for school--it is unbelievable. *Random Glitter*

Okay, I was inspired. I made this journal, mysecretletters a long time ago, but I feel very emotionally attached to it now. Check it out if you want, but a HUGE WARNING---if you do not want to read about religion or especially Christianity--don't read it. I won't be offended. I just don't want to piss anyone off. Especially since that is really all I want to post lately and I know not everyone may want to read it on this journal--so another reason why I am really getting it going. So happiness. It is still being worked on--but I like it. There is not much to read--but it will get there. K. Well I need to get to my next class. I didn't go to this one all last week. So bouncing.

A group of professional people posted this question to a group of 4 to 8 year olds. "What does love mean?" the answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think.


When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love. Rebecca - age 8

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When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - age 6

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Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other. Kari - age 5

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Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy - age 6

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Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. Terri - age 4

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Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny - age 7

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Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss. Emily - age 8

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Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen. Bobby - age 7

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If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate. Nikka - age 6

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Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday. Noelle - age 7

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Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well. Tommy - age 6

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During my piano recital, I was on stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore. Cindy - age 8

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My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - age 6

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Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken. Elaine - age 5

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Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford. Chris - age 7

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Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day. Mary Ann - age 4

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When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. Karen - age 7

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Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and doesn't think it's gross. Mark - age 6

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You really shouldn't say "I LOVE YOU" unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget. Jessica - age 8

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And the winner was a 4 year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly man who had just lost his wife. When the child saw the man cry, the little boy went over into the man's yard and climbed on top of the man's lap and just sat there. When the boy's mother asked him what he'd said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously.

A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything.

Make sure to post anonymously and honestly.

Friend(s)
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you
have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.

In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to
the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary
halls.

In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped
you stand up to the class bully.

In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared
their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.

In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was
willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be
stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan.

In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on
the back of the bus for you.

In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick
or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if
they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.

In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy
the social studies homework from the night before that you had.

In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped
you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball but didn't laugh at you
when you finished and broke out into tears.

In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who would go
to a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only
freshman there.

In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed
their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.

In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave
you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be
grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found
you a date to the prom.

In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped
you pick out a college/university, assured you that you would get into
that college/university, helped you deal with your parents who were
having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...

At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying
on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they
congratulated you.

The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the
person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak
out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured
you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you
could make it through anything, helped you pack up for university and
just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years
of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of
childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would
make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most
importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.

Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the
better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you
fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at
times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps
you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to
it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes
out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes,
helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are
sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!

Pass on to those friends of the past, and those of the future...and
those you have met along the way...[crying yet? oh there's more]

Thank you for being a friend. No matter where we go or who we become,
never forget who helped us get there.

There's never a wrong time to pick up a phone or send a message telling
your friends how much you miss them or how much you love them.

You know who you are, pass it on to someone who you want to remind.

So send this to all your friends and maybe those who aren't but just
watch and see who sends it back.

If you love someone, tell them.
Remember always to say what you mean.

Never be afraid to express yourself. Take this opportunity to tell
someone what they mean to you. Seize the day and have no regrets.

Most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have
helped make you the person that you are today and are what it's all
about anyway. Pass this along to your friends. Let it make a difference in
your day and theirs.

The difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the
regrets may stay around forever.

Within 1 hour you must send it to other people. Within five days you
will have a miraculous occurrence in your relationships. You will find
new love or have an old love rekindled. If you do not send it, you will
have once again passed up the opportunity to do something loving and
beautiful and continue the trend that gives you problems in your
relationships. If you've received this it is because someone cares for you
and
it means there is probably at least someone for whom you care.


THIS MESSAGE HAS BEEN SENT TO YOU
BECAUSE YOU MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEBODY.
PLEASE SEND IT TO YOUR FRIENDS AND
THOSE THAT YOU LOVE. GROWING UP,
YOU WILL TRULY MEET THE FRIENDS
THAT WILL LAST A LIFETIME AND WILL
MEAN THE MOST TO YOU. YOUR FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU.





KEEP YOUR FRIENDSHIPS

This is fairly short notice--but I just found out about it myself--but I think everyone who can update tommorrow--Thursday Jan 27th should do this. Let's spice things up.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/crisper/26562.html

If you don't feel like clicking this is the post...

January 27th is the birthday of Lewis Carrol, author of ALICE'S ADVENTURES IN WONDERLAND. Alice fell down a rabbit hole into a place where everything had changed and none of the rules could be counted on to apply anymore. I say, let's do the same: January 27th, 2005 should be the First Annual LiveJournal Rabbit Hole Day. When you post on that Thursday, instead of the normal daily life and work and news and politics, write about the strange new world you have found yourself in for the day, with its strange new life and work and news and politics. Are your pets talking back at you now? Has your child suddenly grown to full adulthood? Does everyone at work think you're someone else now? Did Bush step down from the White House to become a pro-circuit tap-dancer? Did Zoroastrian missionaries show up on your doorstep with literature in 3-D? Have you been placed under house arrest by bizarre insectoid women wielding clubs made of lunchmeat?

Let's have a day where nobody's life makes sense anymore, where any random LJ you click on will bring you some strange new tale. Let's all fall down the Rabbit Hole for 24 hours and see what's there. It will be beautiful.

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For consideration: this only works if you spread the word, of course, but three and a half weeks is forever in LJ Meme Time.

If I can---I will think up something fun. I would love to read what other's come up with.

Today is my birthday!! I am 22. Yikes. So much for acting and looking my age. Well I'll update more later.